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Ming + being proactive in getting to know Joe and his works
MY STAND-IN (2024) | 1.03
#poom phuripan#up poompat#my stand in#my stand in the series#userbunn#userrain#usersasa#userjamiec#tobelle#msiep3#usertoptaps#tuseralexa#userrlana#userjap#rinblr#my stand-in#clairedgifs#msiedit#thaidrama#justice for my misunderstood meow meow ming#this gifset is dedicated to sasa bc i actually came up w this while venting with her in the dms abt how viewers are mostly misreading ming#ming actually cares you know#like no matter how small joe feels whenever he's with ming... like ming does care#ming doesn't even want the new nice fancy things... he's okay living in joe's humble abode and using old things#ming stops being picky with his food and attempts to cook for joe#this was a bit more detailed in the novel since we had more time#i love the parts in the novel where joe 1.0 would come home very tired from work and ming's passing thoughts are like why dont u just quit#and i'll take care of you for the rest of your life and you dont even have to work so hard for so little wage
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I realized that no one has ever asked a Rulie doodle request if I remember well, and felt quite bad for the poor guy. Look at him, he's begging you to make him do something silly on a drawing
#don't feel bad Rulie#it's okay to feel a little like a loser sometimes#it be like that sometimes#but it's okay#you'll forget and continue with your day#he may look a little messy here#I did this a bit quick sorry#also I'm sorry for being slow#I started classes today and they will definitely take a lot of time and my soul from now on#so I'll be just a little dead these months#literally#until june#:'^)#I just started today and I'm already scared#it's so easy to fail#but please don't think I'm ignoring your requests#I see all of them#I get so happy everytime I see a new request#I'll just be a little slower and late#so thanks for your time and patience for asking and interacting with my doodles <3#lu hyrule#my art#and a little of vent#ngl
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“Can’t you see I’m in the middle of something?”
(ID: Kirby series fanart of Dark Meta Knight, bust shot, covered in bloody spatters that drip down his armor, half-draped in a deep red shadow that bleeds in lines down the background. He glares at the viewer through the tilted visor of his mask, a single, manic-wide eye glowing gold in the shadows, an unusual orange slit pupil slashed through its center. He holds one hand up before him, gloveless, bloodstained, curled into claws as if he’s just ripped it out of something. END ID.)
Started 11/14/24, finished 11/16/24.
#veins art#veins fanart#kirby series#kirby#dark meta knight#listen#I know we all like to knock him down a peg and make him this posturing little dork with a foul mouth and secret heart of gold#(and I love that for him of course)#but right now I have... a *lot*... of visceral anger and despair living inside my chest#and *very* few ways to express it constructively#so we’re just gonna... let Dark hold that for me for a while okay?#go be an edgelord to your heart’s content little guy - it’s on the house#we'll go back to sillies later (when things hurt a little less)#blood tw#eye contact tw#vent art#<- (technically. just in case it’s not y’all’s thing)#veinsfullofstars
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I’m still going to do dragon age art for sure (I fought for the Cullen Rutherford fan badge okay I’ve been in the trenches for him since I was 16) I just don’t really 100% know for sure what I feel about the series anymore. I’m upset for everyone laid off, I’m disappointed having bought a game I didn’t like and it being the last DA game in the series so it ended on a bad note for me, it’s all just wow this all around sucks.
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#idk. I’ll find other interests and play other games. I’m getting a little invested in my cullsma kid verse bg3 run so that’s fun#it just feels not great bc I’ve been here for like 6 years and developed my art so much just for my dragon age characters#Asma is the whole reason I have an art account and she’s so tied to da that it makes me sad#I’ll figure it out. she may just have a dnd verse I can work off of#okay vent over pls ignore if you aren’t interested in seeing neg stuff I completely understand#bioware critical#datv critical#dragon age critical#me
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A wilting flower is not always beyond healing. It'll just take time.
#a small doodle! Just a little one! Wanted to draw but also didnt want to draw but also needed to draw#you know? idk if that makes any sense#dont mind me-#if anyone is worried I am okay please dont take this as some big vent or anything!#just art I needed to get out of my head. Ya kno??? nothin crazy!!!#anyway anyway im gonna go play a game or something!!! Drink water. Eat a snack! Sit down in some quiet for a moment#Yall should do that too! You! Drink water! Eat something! Sit and be calm for a moment.#welcome home oc#dandy leon#I always feel bad tagging my art of dandy alone with the welcome home tags??? uh-#my art#sketches
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i keep thinking about bad's vacation outfit. mostly, i keep thinking about him not wearing armour.
bad is, fundamentally, not okay rn. his son got kidnapped. the code attacks are starting again. people keep going missing left and right and skeppy isn't here but he's been missing him from the start. he lost the election by a single islander vote. there's been a lot of pressure on him for a long time, and he's finally starting to crack.
the thing about bad is that he does NOTT talk about his emotions. he's silly about it. he plays games about it. he will never answer a straightforward question with a yes or a no, not unless he's lying. when forever asked him he was okay, he said yes.
i think... there's really something about him, repeatedly, saying he's on vacation. sure, yeah, take a break, but he keeps throwing himself into danger anyway, he's still taking care of the eggs. he's silly with it, but i don't think his "vacation" explicitly means "i'm taking a break." I think it means "i'm not someone you can rely on right now." what? not being at the top of the island/egg defence squad because he's falling apart at the seams? :D nahhh he's just on that vacation grind! look at him! he's so silly! he's building skeppies and he's being so silly !
and. god. the way he's absolutely clinging to skeppy right now. i get the sense that he takes a lot of comfort from skeppy, just from the existence of him. can you imagine being alive has long as bad has? losing and losing and losing and losing, and then you finally find someone you can't lose? skeppy is bad's emotional support diamond and he is Not There to emotionally support him. bad keeps throwing tantrums when people ignore him, and he keeps building skeppies.
he's never going to say he needs help. he's never going to say he's not okay. he's going to say "i'm not crazy" and "i don't have an obsession" and "yes i'm fine" and "i'm on vacation" and not wear his most protective armour. the ARMOUR. bad boy halo the most paranoid parent on the island keeps running around with several eggs at his heels when he's wearing only enchanted sunglasses and boots. WHEN THERE ARE ACTUAL CODE ATTACKS. WHEN THE CODE HAS THE ! SWORD. if "i'm on vacation" means "i can't help" then the lack of armour is a physical, visible reminder. it's the closest he can get to saying "no, i'm not okay."
and man.manm an man. the whole thing with dapper right now. dapper is the only one who really knows the extent of bad Being Weird right now. pomme has a good idea of it, but when she asked about bad "is he going insane again?" dapper's response was "he never stopped." i've seen lots of talk about bad needing dapper more than dapper needs him (and its TRUE. god. it's so true.) but dapper is also! not doing okay! kiddo was very recently kidnapped! he takes after his dad and doesn't overtly express his distress, but the way he was scared of getting too close to elquackity at the talent show... the way he and pomme huddled together when bad left them alone for an hour... he's watching his dad fall apart in front of him, and there's nothing he can do about it.
from a roleplaying perspective too i LOVEE how bad is slowly, slowly ramping up the skeppy obsession. he's clinging to sanity so he can be a good dad to his kids, but his kids are so mortal. so fragile. bad isn't; bad isn't wearing all of his armour. and skeppy isn't; bad is placing more skeppies around the island. i adore this man's roleplay i hope he gets WORSE
#qsmp#badboyhalo#bbh#qsmp character analysis#<- more of a deranged ramble#DO YOU SEE ME#DO YOU UNDERSTAND#HE MAKES A GAME OUT OF SHARING HIS FEELINGS AND HIS VACATION IS JUST ANOTHER GAME !!!!#HE ASKED FOOLISH FOR A HUG#HE ASKED ***FOOLISH*** FOR A HUG#(with foolish dressed as skeppy but i digress)#this cubito is Not okay and neither am i#just. he won't put the eggs in danger#he'd never do that#but anything else?#(like. not torturing elquackity)#well you see he is just a silly little guy and he is on vacation and he has no feelings to vent at all#and his eggs are one day going to die but he never will and neither will his skeppy
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Sometimes every year is one of those years where you need to look in the mirror and say “I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me” because one day there will be feasting and dancing. Maybe it’s not next year, but you need to keep making it so you can find out when it is.
#been a real shitty week#this past year of my life was a waste apparently#I’m a little heartbroken and life feels so incredibly bleak right now but I know it’ll get better one day#I Have more blind hope now then ever before#the mountain goats#vent kinda#I think things will be okay I just think it’ll take some work to get there#and I think the mountain goats will be my top artist
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dissassembly
#pasqal haneumann#warhammer rogue trader#pasqal rogue trader#ive really been struggling to be creative so glad i could do this one#i keep wanting to draw his augments in new and fun ways okay its enrichment for me#random fun fact#i had to go to a&e sunday night and i had to go on a nebuliser and let me tell you. even feeling a little oxygen starved i was being a nerd#it even had little vents at the top where every time i exhaled the vapour bloomed out. just like his portrait art.#im all good btw it was just an asthma thing but yeah. pasqal irl moment. i stole his respirator
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People asking questions like is it weird to comment on fics that are 2+ years old, meanwhile I'm out here wondering if it's weird replying to comments from like 6+ months ago 😭
Like "Hey replying to this comment you left me weeks/months/years ago!! I read it and think about it a lot. You might not remember it, but oh how I do remember it."
#people leave me such nice comments on my fics i could honestly cry about it lol#i hate getting delayed on replying#but man my exhaustion has been killing me and i'm behind on so much stuff i need to get done#i got like 1 month of good sleep in august or something but it went downhill after that lmao#just a little vent in the tags i'm having sad self-pity times today lol shhhhhhhhh#okay byyyeeeee#dice ramblings
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#i kinda forgot why i try to spend as little time near my family as possible but then i go to their house and in the matter of a few days#they insult my appearance insult my friends and (albeit unknowingly) insult my partner#then proceed to tell me i look like shit and i will never be successful and that they think im going to hell because i don't act#in the specific religious way they want me to#they also told me i'd never get a husband which theyre not wrong about but still#so yeah if i ever start to forget why i hate my family please point me back to this cause ill forget again and i Can't Afford To Forget#to be clear i have a contingency if things become imminently dangerous like i'd be okay but id like to not do that if possible#like do i feel safe? no. but id rather risk it and keep their financial support and the car for as long as possible#so in a way it's a bit my own fault i'm still here but it is what it is i've accepted it#anyway sorry for the vent post but it's been absolute shit and did i mention i hate the holidays#personal
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oh im obsessed with this actually… who ever wrote this one i am kissing u on the forehead and hugging you real tight… inigo is such a loverboy im kkkhhhhhhijnsdnfng
#ann plays awakening#EDITING TO SAY I STARTED TAG VENTING HIT READMORE AT YOUR OWN RISK#anyways#LAST LINE IS A KILLERRRR WOW#‘ann werent you just pairing olivia with thar—‘ OLIVIA IS A BUSY WOMAN OKAY#but also i just had this old save file from when i wanted to see pink inigo and decided to get some more supports#im obsessed actually like#ok tag venting time maybe this should be its own post but u guys know who i am#not only does this support in my very educated opinion do a good job at emulating inigo’s way of speaking#but i think theres also a very underrated characteristic he has that not a lot of people talk about and its that hes honestly quite morbid#him spending hours talking to and dancing with his mother’s grave is very beautiful and moving but it is also not a normal way to grieve#which makes sense because duh nothing about his life is normal but its j like. you know#if robin is his father (and maybe j the normal convo i dont remember) in the hot springs scramble he’ll insist upon bringing—#severed risen limbs home as a way to remember the peacefulness (lol) of the springs#and he thinks absolutely nothing of it!!#i think he gets attached to things just a little too intensely and because his life is surrounded by death how he expresses that can be#very interesting. and he talks about death all time more than the other kids#bc while a lot of their coping mechanisms are based in fear and the need to instill confidence in themselves (think cyn or gerome or owain#or sev or yarne or noire)#and how their SCARED of death and of loss and adapt different behaviors to act like theyre not (to varying degrees of success)#i think inigo is much more accepting of the fact that death follows him and has made it a normal presence in his life#which is not a good thing it means that he hasnt let himself grieve. he lets death hang over him and follow him instead of pushing back#also guess which one of the awakening trio in fates has the canonical story death. just by the way lmao#anyways bc im writing this in the tags on my phone i cant actually see what the hell ive been saying im j stream of consciousnessing this#but my point is that inigo has a weird fixation on death and dying that stems from his inability to make peace with death and grieve#and i think him idolizing death in this support (this BRILLIANT fan support that made me ill) is so in character and so lovely#i miss him so bad (hes literally in the photos im posting) grghhhrgah#i wuv him :(
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went to post this on twitter but i didnt wanna get banned . crazy that u can scrape my entire lifes work and i cant even tell u to die over it <3
#im just so ........#grips fists#i feel Helpless#i hate feeling like the people i know are receding further and further Away from art communities and the public because its so#painful right now#to be posting art :(#it just IS.#and to the motherfuckers in Toyhouse doing this like... i cannot stress enough how much if u called me rn i would tell u to die 2 ur face#i just... cant pretend like im Okay with u being anywhere Near the same space as me anymore <3#there are people i Hate on an individual level and#i still want to see them eat. just not at my table#but to everyone who Scrapes Art. I want you to Die <3 ....#you value having pretty little image and serving yourself over the grief of millions of artists#to the point where you break into Our spaces where we trust that we're at least safe from *you* motherfuckers#and take Even More ...#youre fucking#selfish and greedy#truly an embodiment of every fucking sin#unable to fucking Help Yourself ?#imagine if all of these people were like. contributing to society.or. idk. DRAWING#the Waste it generates stresses me out to no fucking end too#like you will literally harm the entire human race for Yourself#i Hate you . I Hate you so Wholly#I hate Everything you are and Everything you have done to me and Everything you have done to my community and my peers#yeah. i want you to Die. The same way i want a politician to die.#no human Deserves death <3 but i still want you to <3#annnyyywaayyyyyss#i wont tag this as my art LMFAO its basically a fucking#vent post#i just HAD to get my feelings out cuz genuinely every time i talk about this with my friends it
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hmmmm. perhaps, ,,, tummy tuesday or thigh thingy post. soon. maybe
really really need praise, so maybe perhaps,,, ,, ,, !!!!! maybe. maybe be babied a little. been trying to feel cute, wanna be cute,, my writing is now cute n i wanna be cute too, maybe HmMmMMM thinking !!!
#i think i look okay i just wanna be babied for a little tiny bit. and everytime i do tummy tuesday i get a few ppl#telling me they have similar features to mine. and they like seeing others like them. n thats always cute#very mental health maybe even slight venting with this but mmhm !!! idc you guys wanted to lick my sweaters before. n do shit to me#so !!! <3#xochimilli speaks
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#i was inches away from losing a friend of 15 years this morning#she is okay#i am okay#we spent the day together#but holy shit#im honestly baffled that i am seeinf NOTHING about it outside of local news rn#I'm gunna be shaken up by this for a little bit but I can get through it#I can only imagine what she's going through rn#if yall believe in prayers or good thoughts or whatever theyre very much appreciated rn#skip speaks#vent
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-I'm back, my dear people! Did you miss me? :]
(I hope so, because it took a while for me to find time to come back- also.. sorry for the bad art😃👍)
#hey everyone!! I'm alive :DD#are you all okay? I hope so! and if not. I hope you be better soon❤️#(I basically took this time off because because I wasn't well.. I was really and really bad...#with several anxiety attacks and depression problems again.. thank god it got better and now I feel okay ^^#also- a lot of things changed in my life and I still haven't managed to organize everything.. as well as the drawings...#I have just a “few” drawings to post.. but I hope you still like it and bear with me :']#I promise to do more and answer you guys when I have time! <33)#a little spoiler: there will be some new things coming to this blog- hope you guys like it :D <33#i'm back!#i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#my art blog#art#my art#my art <3#art mel#my art style#mel designer#mel loly#my oc character#tw vent#?#random vent
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Girl help my brain won't brain AGAIN
#i'm trying to figure out some publishing related stuff#but i'm worried that i don't understand it and am not getting it right#and i just. can't think right now#and i know this is weird but i SWEAR it's partially because of the news about maggie smith passing away#obviously i never met her or anything but i still feel weirdly intensely sad about it#i don't know. i just kinda feel like crying kinda wanna hide under a blanket all day#kinda wish i had the capacity to be a functional adult#that sort of thing#probably going on a little walk or something will fix me#but also i just don't want to do anything and at the same time i NEED to do something#because also anxiety my old friend and sitting still does not really help with that#okay venting done#time to do...something else. idk what
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